The first semester of COLLEGE.

 Well yea, I'm back! Back where? HERE! Yuki's blog! To be pretty honest to everyone, I'm pretty tired and lazy to type it out. Since my college had started on April until now, I used to present a lot of my assignment and I used to talk, non-stop talking. Heyyy ya! How about college life? Hmm. I learn not to pour my heart out to anyone easily. Even though they are really good and being lovely to me. But you know what? It doesn't mean anything to me anymore.

  Sadly, there are too much people hurting me in the same time and leaving me alone. That's what makes me thought of being strong and I'll never look back at anyone of them to leave in alone with pain. Thank You so muchie.

 First, in this lovely month, I've got my first tattoo. I made it in French "Joie de vivre" which mean The Joy of Life in English! I've my own mind of the tattoo design, so I went to them, of course they've changed a bit of my design, but it still look nice and suits me well. :)

 Second, though, HE IS BACK! Yea, aymh is back Malaysia, he will be here until September! :D The best ever! Semester break has already started. Well, actually I've have a mind of asking him out to have drink or movie. Just to be friend. :) Nothing more than that.

Perhaps, I can make it better. :)

Get over it!

Hey peeps! I'm back! :D I'm back with a heart of FREEDOM? Not to say freedom, but I've learned to release and forget. Before that, I thought letting go something or someone that I love is the hardest things or decision in this world. But end up, I've found out that, I don't even love myself. How am I going to love others? Well, couldn't deny that my heart is bleeding and its painful. But the thing is, I have to learn to love myself and enjoy my youth life. Stay single and have fun with friends and sisters. I'm still young and I should gone wild for once. I should stop here now, :) Seeya!

I felt cold.

Not that cold and flu, I do felt cold nowadays especially in college. I know I should be enjoying all this, but how could you enjoy if you can't really mix with them? Syok sendiri again? Like what I've did in the past when I was in my High School? Maybe there's something that I should let go to release all my problem? I don't know, I don't even know what I am talking about. And I don't even know what I want. I just need a big bear hug now, which can actually warm my heart and my body.

Gossip Hurts.

College is fun, but is also sucks like HELL.

People judge you without knowing you and you get a cold shoulder by no reason.

One of my senior gave me a good words, it keeps in my mind from my on.

" Fuck anything up with any reason! "

*If you decided to listen and follow what they said, please do. You're brainless.

Should or shouldn't? Yea, everyone of us should have known that we shouldn't show our details information online or in any social media. Yes, you could share and you might be a very interesting person, but do you know how does it work to hurts you or destroy you one day? Well, I know shouldn't go on with this topic, but I think I might be sorry to those people to advised me earlier. But I think this is the only way that I could share my feelings and I hope I would get some feedback from anyone of you. :)

Shhoooo....


  In these few months, I've finally realized and been through quite a lots of situation! Woohoo. Couldn't deny it, I'm kinda tired but I'm still happy. I might not happy as when I was 16y.old . It might be not a sweet 16 like others, but I do have a really unforgettable memories. That's included when the very first time I met a guy who really gave me a good and a right motivation and lead me to the days that I'm having now. Thank You. *You know who you are. You're still the one and also you're the only thing that could motivate me when I'm slowing down on my work. Thanks. And I'm glad to heard that you're coming back on this year, probably on July!

  Besides, every relationship do have their own problem and own way to deal with. But in these day, all I could feel is just IGNORANCE and my heart is getting cold. From COOL to COLD. I know it sounds a bit dramatic. But, its really happened in this way. :( While during this time, I continuously thinking the problem between us. I doesn't know whether I should really trust you or not. What I could say is just,  I did trusted you once but you're the only who break the trust. You do nothing to build up the trust, so what do you expect from me to do for you? I do know you are betraying me and doing something that would cause us break up, but I didn't give up, I'm trying to safe this. So, please clear of those rubbish before I let my heart falls to another part. I love you.


  College Life!
Yeahhh! Heyy, I'm really happy that I'm in this college and no regrets. Peoples there are fun, open-minded and also friendly. Is really easy to get to know new and nice people there. So, I think I'll really do enjoy and indulge myself in these 2.5year time. :)

New life, I'm coming.♥

4months before now.

I'm free from examination from my high school, and I leave my high school. In these few month, I didn't really do or put much effort into anything, and my life seems like hanging like a Yo-Yo! One word to describe it, Lifeless!

Yes! Totally lifeless!
*Eat, Sleep, Shower, Online, Hang out, and pray.

These are all I do while after my SPM. But right now, since I've got my result. I should have a great plan for myself for now and future. :)

The best part of after getting my SPM result slip from my teacher's hand, I've got a smile from my teacher. And so on, the result slip is on my hand and what I've do were singing my favourite song 'Superman' by Joe Brooks. :) So, after singing the whole song to just chill myself, I've finally flip my result slip and to be ready to know how great would my new life would be.

Ooh YEAH!
:D

Well, I'm kinda happy that what I've got from it since I've really put a lots of effort in my studies for SPM. I've got 1A+, 3B , 3C and 3D. Well, it might not sound great for some people who are expect for more and better. But what if I compare with others people who FAILED all subjects in this national examination? To be pretty honest, I'm quite proud of myself because I've achieve the target that I've always aimed for.

What's next?

As everyone know, I'll never give up my studies. Hmm. So yeah, I've already got my own plan on my hand. So, I'm just waiting for my college intake. :) It will be next month! How about you guys?

Heart to heart talk
:O

Well, no big deals. Just, I've realize that usually people would say " Your real life, is after your SPM! " But that's not right! A big no for that statement! A real life, is after you get your SPM result and it because you can do your own decision, that's the only time for you decide what you're going to do and who do you want to be in the future.

Different thinkin'

Such a shame! From the past when I was 15, I've always wait for the national examination to come over me and I've always wish to study A-Levels after my SPM. But now, I've changed my mind. I'm into Mass Communication studies and majority of broadcasting. But now I'd like to thanks the person to light up my life and motivate me to come to this happy day. AYMH. Thank You.

To you,...

I know I'll never be smarter and greater than you. But I think I've tried my best to. Thank You. And you know who I'm actually talking about, is you. :)

Let's go everyone! :) Doesn't matter how's your day, just make sure you won't ever regret.

Teehee! ♥

Don't be late.

Peeps!
I'm sorry if I didn't really update my blog lately.
Hmm. I think I might having some problem like every woman did.
:)

Well, here!
Is a song that I really into right now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wWcJ-t_yKM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

This song is played by Michael Learns To Rock- 25 Minutes.

I'm having too much feeling on it, that's why when I'm listening to it.
I will probably fall off some tears from my eyes.

Have you guys ever be late before? Be late to school, work, home, date, and etc..? People are sorry if they are really late and they felt guilty for sometimes. Why? People who are waiting, they aren't really angry because you are late to meet them up. To be pretty honest, while I'm waiting for someone and if he/she is late. I'll started to worry a lot, such as " Is there anything happen to him/her? " and more. But for sure, if you doesn't manage your time really well and you're late. Please don't act like nothing is happening and don't be selfish to say " SORRY ".

I'm just a little me. Just me. My own life story. My own life style. My own my own. As for me. There are two person, they're really late in my life..

To the really late person and he is my greatest past. :)
* You're late to let me know I'm actually stronger than you. And you're always late to wishing me Happy New Year, Happy Chinese New Year, Happy Birthday and Merry Christmas. Or maybe I should say, you have never wish me with these before? :)

To the person who I'm loving so much and always seems to be late. :)
* Yea what? You seems like ignoring me all the time. But somehow I know you're busying with your studied, you're late to reply my msg and you really do made me worry about you a lots. Hmm.. You are not late to reply my msg, because you don't seems like giving me any respond. :) But I'm seriously, want to tell you.. Boy I've missed your kisses all time and missed all time that I'm with you.

Well, peeps.
Try not to be late.
:)
Its better to be early than late.