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Hey peeps!

17thNovember , Yuki's day! Well, as for now I wanna greet everyone of my friends and family and also I'd like to ask for forgiveness from all of you. If I did made you mad or whatever. :) Unfortunate, I can't have a great party this year because I'm having SPM! :S

For always and forever, I'm still breathing. Keep on struggling for everything in my life. People make mistake and that cause us misunderstood. So, why can't we just sat down and talk about it and deal with those problem? To be straight forward, I thought it would be a great year for me and my best friend, HER. But, both of us has fall out of our friendship and sisterhood up because of some non-sense? :) Well, I think its time to be say goodbye to this friendship.

o.O? Why GOODBYE?!

Before came to the dead end of our friendship, I think we both have do a lots of changes in our life such as attitude and lifestyle. Well, since we don't trust each other in friendship anymore.. That's it. I don't force nor blame. :D We are mature enough to make our decision. So, I respect and I do appreciate. Thanks for accompany for these year.

See Ya! <3
;)

Sepang Golden Beach! Unforgettable!

My Lord,

Please do forgive me that I didn't really put enough effort on my monthly test.
I swear and I'll start to do large study revise everyday for my SPM and my bright future.
While, I should really get my mind and be prepare for my coming SPM trial on the coming month.

It will be after, Hari Raya Aidilfitri. The mostly subject that I really needed to catch it up are Bahasa Melayu, Maths, and Sejarah. Perhaps I'll do a great organize for my studies timetable. :)

I promise!

Thanks God,
Thanks to have You, in my life Father.

My monthly test that organized by school has just past, and the day of 29th July 2011 and also 30th July 2011. It was an unforgettable memories days for me. WHY?! :)) First, the test/exam has just over.


There are some picture that I wanted to share with all of you,

Sepang Golden Beach!

The vivid color of the sunrise!

It was a smallest beach that I've ever been to, but I do enjoyed it ,too! ;)

There you are! The perfect two!
My sister and my sister's bf.

I should get it up, RIGHT NOW!

Its time to wake my self up before its too late!

There are 3months leave, I meant for my SPM.
Well, I am getting nervous bits by bits.

Hoo~
I should say, I shouldn't have something like love love and like like in this moment and in these few months when before sitting the SPM examination.
Please, do not curse me.

So, what now?!

Its July right now, but sooner it would be November. Yes, I do promise to study right now, since today!

EVERYDAY!

Clear those idiotically things out of my mind now!

Well, I don't really study hard, but study smart( I am still observing the skills and the technic of study smart! )

Honestly, its the time for me to get my mind up and out of those foolish things in my current life.

First of all, for dealing about a bright and glory FUTURE. The first thing, that we should have and should have to be understand is to be EDUCATE. Without an education, you can do nothing but just living down under peoples' knee. I think that's enough for saying this and I think everyone know it.

This is my wish list for my SPM examination :

English- A
Chinese- B
Bahasa Malaysia- C/D
Science- A
Economic- A
Perdagangan- A
Maths- C/D
Sejarah- C/D
Art- A
Moral- A

Well, good luck to me.
Of course, its time to put my all effort on it already.
GOGOGO!

Have to start now.

Something is ringing up in my life and that's important for my life yo!
Yea, is SPM. Guess what?! Sometimes I felt so lucky that I am going to sit for SPM,
but I have to put a lots of hard work in it. So? What now? I guess this post will be staying up long until my next coming posts. :)

Now on..

How do you get your mind in the mode of peace?

I'm wondering how..
I consider as a hot tempered person as well.

Okayy...

Lately problem, I fall out of love. :)

TEEHEE!

Yea, out, is OUT! and OUCHHH!

I admit that, I might have did a wrong and terrible thing in this case.
But whatever. We both just look like, WHATEVER!

So, let it be.

As the elders said, : " There are plenty more fish in the sea. "

So, whatever :)) Exam is coming, but it's reminded me about IY.
I couldn't deny the feelings towards him and is still strongly in my mind. I tried hard to struggle until the date of unknown. I tried to get myself a reason for a million time. But in the end I end up with my BIG SIGH! IY, is the only one that I couldn't accept anyone to talk about him or even a name started with "I".

Well, I learned to be selfish when I am in love now. I know so, that's not right at all. But I felt tired to end up with tears or my complicated mind. I thought you're my shelter last time, but in the end that was just a dream. I woke up and find no one and not even the shadow of you.

Hmm..

Shadow man as well? :)

I hated, but I've been forced to move on and look forward for my own future. I still have a long way to go in my life and you,too.

I fall though and failed, I fell in to a looming hole. My heart was full of misgiving that you'll leave. But what will come, will come. You're gone. How about me? I remain to stand more even stronger than anyone. Dolefully, I fall simply again. But life isn't easy for real, always twist and turns, so I should look up and look forward for the coming day.

But now, that's enough for having wounds in this way. My heart started complaining, my heart is a forbidden group since now on.

Day by Day, I am not good with it!

Telling the

" TRUTH "

is the most

" HAPPINESS "

thing in this

" WORLD "

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Well, I have no reason to tell you how to be a honest kid or human being. As everyone know, if you do lie once you'll be cheated or fool by the others for twice. The weakness of me is telling a lie to anyone or create any story. I do lie to myself for some reason that I could stand it, but that's probably not what I wanted to be. Do you think that keeping everything as secret is the most safety way for you and your whole life? You know what guys? I am tired and I am speechless to against you especially in a "RELATIONSHIP" .

You might know, or you know it. I can't do anything without your spell. I do my best and not to make myself feel regret. That's why I don't lie! I don't want to and I don't!

The truth , might be too much.

In this social world, we have been forced to be meet some greedy stranger everyday. So? Beware then! ;)

I am tired!

Am I complaining?! Absolutely not. But , I am tired of fall down and get my heart injured, again and again. I couldn't text few guys in the same time and I don't even like it! WTH? Since last Saturday , since I went for a movie? and I went home from dinner with my family. Okay! Right! I wrote an essay long msg to someone who I know love me since a long long time ago and some people to trying to pick me. Guys, I am sorry, I really can't stand it for few. Just one, all I need is just one. Not more than one. I can't make it and I can't share my attention out of it.

Wish me luck!
Gonna have my driving test on tomorrow!
UHSSSS!!!

** In the end, I couldn't deny that I miss you day by day and even like you/ <3 you. P/s I <3 you. Sorry :|

If we hold on

If you hold on tight,

You'll have it with you ever and forever.

But not too tight,

We need freedom, and so on you need freedom ,too!

Hold it tight, when you're,

When you're sit in the widely green field, enjoy the atmosphere!

But in the end,

You might feel tired to hold on, because both of you doesn't have a good work on your relationship! You guys didn't work as a pair.

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Yes, is short and easy to be understand. But that's truth!
:)