Notice

I always notice myself all the time. But, since that day I had fallen down for him I eventually lost, I can’t understand why I should cry for this guy? Even that guy doesn’t know me ? I don’t know him well and much of him. Started from that day, my life was drunk all day long. I have tried to end off missing him, but when I look at those couple on their sweet stage. I can’t bear …Life imprisonment? No I shouldn’t do those kinds of stupid things to wait for a guy anymore. Why should I imprisonment my life? And my Future road? My future should be very glory, every night be4 I switch off my light and go on to my bed. I always stand in front of my mirror, I tell myself to be stronger every day, every morning, every moment and every second. Sad doesn’t mean we can cry easily. Moody doesn’t means we need to throw our temper. The mostly thing I had did and I really felt stupid in my life, is I thought an msn chat can improve to know each other. Yeah, is really happy when I chatting with him, but doesn’t means that he is happy to chat with me too. Maybe he felt I am a very annoying person? Or many else? Right Everything I need to know last time, Be4 I met this guy, I just only knew about Rules of the love game. Perhaps I didn’t lose anything. Everyone’s known to wears what they want and says what their feels. But not everyone can get what do they want to get every time...And i should kindly notice all my friends around me. The more rapport you have with somebody, the stronger your connection with that person. The less rapport you have with someone or when the rapport is broken the weaker your connection is with that person. xD I always notices myself with this too. BBF is more better than BF, because BBF have more than ONE! Being flexible with everything in our life.