GOSH!

I scrawled my lovely " what's up?! " note book , i slashed myself on bed without mercy. I had been quarrel with my best sister " aki " recently. Well, i just can't bear that how she treat me, i admit that i quite jealousy. Because, we had not met each other for 2months and after the 2months school holiday we went to the same tuition center . Yea, i miss her all the time during the 2months school holiday =) but actually the point is not the "2months of the School Holiday" , the true point is after " The 2months after the School Holiday " . Of course , we love each other as a sister, and we proud of our rapport. We met back at tuition center, and the problems started snapping out. Seriously , i really display jealousy to my best sister , sorry that i did that to her. I tried to overcome my jealousy , but totally it wasn't work . It became burning jealousy! What CAUSE me to feel so jealousy? Well, after the 2months holiday , we met back at tuition center she told me that she had emo lately. Is because of " LOVE" and she told me that she had broke up with someone. Here! don't misunderstand , i angry about what she didn't tell me the first second when she have a love relationship with someone? why she didn't tell me that she was emo during holiday? Technology is not poor as Africa right? and we knew each other's contact. Why don't she text me? And , i felt she started to ignore me =(. So, "ignore" is the reason and it aroused me to felt jealousy. and this lesson to us is, don't keep everything in your heart when you is moody .=) I usually told her everything, i didn't hide . Because we had promised each other before, and we're sharing . End up the arguement, and we chat nicely . We we took the problems between us, and we face it and then we solved it the problems! That's what a friendship to be =) Sorry! we is high grade, we're SISTER! SISTERHOOD!