Anyone?

Anyone listen to me? Anyone? I felt want to scream it out so much! CAN? In this wonder earth got anyone understand me? Anyone whom really know how to read my heart? My best friend? They couldn't understand me even one of them always reminded me that know me well more than i know myself? I hate to hear this, all of this is just a lie! Am I right? DAMMIT! Who did cruel to my heart and me now? I heard the inside of me, it told me to move on! Because he is not coming in my life! And he don't even want to! I started frantic struggle with my own self! I started to have a war with my own self! Am I stupid? YES! I AM! I'm stuck on! Why should the God treat me that cruel now? What had i did wrong ? DESTINY? Where did my God have been to? Do you know how hard is my life now? When i started to mounting my confidence , I started to worked out and i knew it might be fail it will hurt me that hurt! But, I decided and go on! Finally, what did i get after i worked out ? I rein my moodiness , I rein my bad-tempered and upset! No one could understand! Is no one! Don't act like you really know me and understand me! ACTUALLY BARELY KNOW ME! I didn't need any EXTRA ACTRESS OR ACTOR! GO AWAY!