To Dear SKY =)

Dear Mr.SKY . I really felt sorry about this , we should chat here. I should text you =) But trutly I really did love you last time. Yes, I really do love you just one. But, now I just can't leave my friends and family. As I told you something is more important than all . That He is GOD. He came in to my life and He save my life and gave me a whole new world with my life. =) GOD loves me. I do love GOD .As Belle's mother said, I have to be responsible when I died, I must've tell and respond to the GOD. Since the day, HE gave me my new life I started to set target in my life. As I told you ,I can't set you on my first place. My first place have set on GOD, 2nd my Family(my friends too they're one of my family too) , 3rd ME and my future. =) Some of my friends know that I have a daughter right now. Yea, she is the greatest love even I didn't give birth to her. They won, everything in my life won you. You can enter to my life, but u have to bare. Just like this post =) I've had bare a lot of thing in my life but doesn't means I am smart. I must've remind myself to be more self-love. Because I wouldn't hurt by you anymore. Since I had in love with you last time and fling by you. I don't feel tired ,but I felt bored with you. I don't feel scary with you, I just felt scary when I lost my family and friends. I won't feel sorry to let you know all about this, I don't want to be a fake dolls in your mind. Because I am not. I proud of my Family my Friends and I am a British, Belle and Jane knew that . Yea, William and Matheu should be very shock to heard this. But I am. I've had a relation with you last time ,but you didn't know. Yea, I didn't want to tell because I don't want to explain to you or others ppl. Belle and Jane knew is because they really did saw the proofed . You didn't know it's because you aren't into me =) Well, I am done . With all I need just a normal things that girl should do and be. Guys! I am GAY! I love you guys!