The Flower of Asia? Thank You.

You might probably feel weird about
My Tittle?

Listen Here then! ;)

There is a man, Israeli. Named Barak. Mr.Barak :) As everyone know that I love Israel , and I've already dream to visit there. But I knew Dor and Barak from FaceBook. Good! A nice good high technology website!

I totally disagree with those peoples who boycott Israel, and their citizens. That's really unfair to them, but anyway. I am HAPPY to meet both of them in my life.

Dor told me that, I am pretty. Barak told me that, I am the flower of Asia! How sweet?!! Thank You anyway.. I might be? Maybe?

Fine, I am being complicated now. :(
Especially my room. I don't know where can I start to clean now, really a mess here :P

I've had found something that, probably break me down

Should I said sorry to myself ?
The hell I would probably say to myself now!

To my Dear Secret,

I think I am wrong at some part, do I?
I hold the rubber bangle.
I hold it tight when I knew ,
what's wrong with me?
I didn't know,too!
Goshh..
I can't probably answer myself that I hate you or...I still?
I can't read what is in my heart.
People trying me that is crazy,
you and I will never meant to be?
Really?
I don't believe it, Van.
No words can see and said to explain how I feel,
I can't even find a little way to express.
Ain't no body know how's my feeling now,
you don't even know and you don't even care, don't you?

I keep asking myself why should I keep you in my mind?
Finally I end up with "WHY".
You might know,
or you don't?
Your first FaceBook msg .
Is the last day we met each other,
when I read it.
I was shocked and also taking me to tears.
You've always tell people that "Thanks for everything".
You said that I am the girl that you've ever wanted,
but why continue with never happen and gave up?
I miss you more than 3months!
Even more?!
My heart have totally screw up by you.
I am not Filipino, so?
I kept everything as promise,
I've find it hard to sleep, every night!
Not only one and once!

You meant a lot to me,
but I am no one to you.
Right?
Now, you have your happy relationship,
how about me?
I am missing you right here,
I never clear anything in my mind.
Because of what?
I don't really know.
I am completely trust you,
but now you completely dump me in hell.

I told you,
I will.

:)