Hey Babe!
Just close your eyes without a reason.
Why are you closing your eyes?
Because you're tired,
Because you're need to sleep,
&
Because your eyes' need to rest.
When closing your eyes
*Dream
Fine, back to the topic.
Firstly I don't feel any good mood since yesterday.
The reason: I've been stressed up 3weeks until now!
Yes, my day is after the exam.
But I am still stressing?!
Why?
The reason: Someone keep nagging me everyday!
For what?
There for: My room, Toilet, Attitude..and more!
Just close your eyes without a reason.
Why are you closing your eyes?
Because you're tired,
Because you're need to sleep,
&
Because your eyes' need to rest.
When closing your eyes
*Dream
Fine, back to the topic.
Firstly I don't feel any good mood since yesterday.
The reason: I've been stressed up 3weeks until now!
Yes, my day is after the exam.
But I am still stressing?!
Why?
The reason: Someone keep nagging me everyday!
For what?
There for: My room, Toilet, Attitude..and more!
Fine, what now? I can't bear it anymore, everything! I hate that when I use to talk in this way and express out like this! Okayy, what's blow me here.?
Nothing else, all by myself. I could probably tell you that I am not satisfy with what my aunt said to me and what did my mother told me! You guys are so FUCKING WRONG! If you ! If YOU! Didn't even have a plan to give me a real life, you couldn't bring me to this world! You brought me here, is just make my life, my world UGLY and disaster! Don't you know?! Yea, you don't even know! Because you don't even have any plan for you child! WTF! WTF! Every time we discuss about my education plan, we'll totally heat up like hell. Do you think this is what I need and what I want? I am telling myself to calm and bear you guys' attitude! But once I bear you, I hope I am a BEAR to eat you!
The Hell ! Why do you want to married? Why? Why do you make my life so ugly ? Why do you want to make me feel so much worries and scare in my current life? Why do you guys create a family without any future plan for you child? Why do you want to brought me here? Is it hard for you to get to 7Elevent ? Is it hard for both of you?! Fine, fine fine! I know I am getting crazy right now.
Do you real think that, you brought me to this earth and with unwilling attitude to take care of me. I will feel warm with it? I didn't OW you anything! What am I? Am I your daughter? I am not homeless! And I am not Speechless at all. I am just avoid to get a madly fight with you! Do you know how important EDUCATION is? Do you? You just know the value of money! How about others? Knowledge? If there is no EDUCATION, how can this world full of technology ?
You guys made me felt afraid when I get into every relationship! Because of you guys! I worry about everything.
I am so XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX! Say nothing to GOD. Because there is no one for help. I hate you CHINESE! I HATE YOU CHINESE CULTURE!
FUCK THIS STUPID CULTURE OFF!
Nothing else, all by myself. I could probably tell you that I am not satisfy with what my aunt said to me and what did my mother told me! You guys are so FUCKING WRONG! If you ! If YOU! Didn't even have a plan to give me a real life, you couldn't bring me to this world! You brought me here, is just make my life, my world UGLY and disaster! Don't you know?! Yea, you don't even know! Because you don't even have any plan for you child! WTF! WTF! Every time we discuss about my education plan, we'll totally heat up like hell. Do you think this is what I need and what I want? I am telling myself to calm and bear you guys' attitude! But once I bear you, I hope I am a BEAR to eat you!
The Hell ! Why do you want to married? Why? Why do you make my life so ugly ? Why do you want to make me feel so much worries and scare in my current life? Why do you guys create a family without any future plan for you child? Why do you want to brought me here? Is it hard for you to get to 7Elevent ? Is it hard for both of you?! Fine, fine fine! I know I am getting crazy right now.
Do you real think that, you brought me to this earth and with unwilling attitude to take care of me. I will feel warm with it? I didn't OW you anything! What am I? Am I your daughter? I am not homeless! And I am not Speechless at all. I am just avoid to get a madly fight with you! Do you know how important EDUCATION is? Do you? You just know the value of money! How about others? Knowledge? If there is no EDUCATION, how can this world full of technology ?
You guys made me felt afraid when I get into every relationship! Because of you guys! I worry about everything.
I am so XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX! Say nothing to GOD. Because there is no one for help. I hate you CHINESE! I HATE YOU CHINESE CULTURE!
FUCK THIS STUPID CULTURE OFF!
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