Now on..

How do you get your mind in the mode of peace?

I'm wondering how..
I consider as a hot tempered person as well.

Okayy...

Lately problem, I fall out of love. :)

TEEHEE!

Yea, out, is OUT! and OUCHHH!

I admit that, I might have did a wrong and terrible thing in this case.
But whatever. We both just look like, WHATEVER!

So, let it be.

As the elders said, : " There are plenty more fish in the sea. "

So, whatever :)) Exam is coming, but it's reminded me about IY.
I couldn't deny the feelings towards him and is still strongly in my mind. I tried hard to struggle until the date of unknown. I tried to get myself a reason for a million time. But in the end I end up with my BIG SIGH! IY, is the only one that I couldn't accept anyone to talk about him or even a name started with "I".

Well, I learned to be selfish when I am in love now. I know so, that's not right at all. But I felt tired to end up with tears or my complicated mind. I thought you're my shelter last time, but in the end that was just a dream. I woke up and find no one and not even the shadow of you.

Hmm..

Shadow man as well? :)

I hated, but I've been forced to move on and look forward for my own future. I still have a long way to go in my life and you,too.

I fall though and failed, I fell in to a looming hole. My heart was full of misgiving that you'll leave. But what will come, will come. You're gone. How about me? I remain to stand more even stronger than anyone. Dolefully, I fall simply again. But life isn't easy for real, always twist and turns, so I should look up and look forward for the coming day.

But now, that's enough for having wounds in this way. My heart started complaining, my heart is a forbidden group since now on.